| Sunday, February 15th, 2004 |
| 5:19 pm |
new journal xyougivemefever add it. this one is kept too
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| Thursday, January 8th, 2004 |
| 7:34 pm |
Friends only. Cuz I don't trust crazy muthafuckers. Comment to be added. wooooooooord.
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| Monday, November 17th, 2003 |
| 5:12 pm |
he kissed me. it feels like i haven't touched his lips in forever. i hope that this time when he says he'll try, he really does. i got him a gift that made me poor. but it's a good one. i hate chemistry. and how i seemingly fail. all the fucking time. i'm so tired. of everything. let me go crawl up into a ball and hide from the world. goodbye. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: John Mayer - No Such Thing
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| Sunday, November 16th, 2003 |
| 12:10 pm |
Ahh drama drama drama. in more ways then one. the play was alright. last night there were communication issues, but otherwise it was cool. miles has really super soft hair so i pet him all the time...he's just so darn cute. i dunno what to do about my second set of drama. i'd like to fix it, but communication is lacking and i hate being stuck in the middle. and i hate hate. jon now...ahh. it seems like he doesn't want to be with me anymore. and i'm not quite sure how i feel about that. he's treating me differently now. like, we've dated for so long that he doesn't need to treat me the same anymore. what the fuck is that? just date allyson molina. you flirt with her all the time anyway. and you told me that you thought about hooking up with her earlier. whatever. go for it. We could wait for the wind to blow Or give me a look so cold...It gives me chills And ends the summer war My eyes roll Around and over and again Falling down, dizzy with sun stroke I'll be there And i'll try to identify, try to look through the gray skies in your eyes.. I'll pick up everything you left behind Cross your fingers, and pray for winter I'll be there Painting the town your favorite color. I don't even know your favorite color anymore. Current Mood: narfCurrent Music: The Starting Line - Drama Summer
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| Wednesday, November 12th, 2003 |
| 6:56 pm |
tech has been INSANE. but i love it so. i took timmy home today...god i love that kid. and i totally agree with cheerleader: "i'm totally bummed that school is happening again this year". ahhhh...somebody shoot me. please. so i was walking up to my room and my old osiris' were sitting in the dark doorway. they looked like ghosts....they look so sad. but i can't wear them. my feet are too big. dammit. i'm sorry...i love shoes. i have babysitting tonight and memorize french answers. shit. i hate tests. someone call me cell tonight.....so i don't commit suicide in someone else's house. edit:::i love being conniving. i drink my mom's purified bottled water she keeps in her room, and then i fill it up with tap. so much for true purification. Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: Hall and Oates - Maneater
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| Monday, November 10th, 2003 |
| 10:18 am |
wow. so ya....tech is insane but team woodcock is gonna take it to the top. and i dunno...i'm getting a strange vibe from jon...he says its nothing, but i think he's not telling me stuff that he should be. i'm so tired. ahh. i think i have like 5 errands to run for my mom. she's really taking advantage of this whole me driving thing...but i am too. i love lying to her about where i'm going. edit: okay. you know what i hate? when an ugly girl in ripped jeans is stoned and not paying attention and i'm driving and she finds it's necessary to walk right in front of my car. i almost freaking hit her...not that anyone that stupid deserves to be alive but argh...i hate stupid people. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Blink 182 - Going Away To College
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| Thursday, November 6th, 2003 |
| 5:35 pm |
i got my license i got my license. that's cool. i hit on the ugly guy...i think thats why. Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: Yellowcard
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| Wednesday, November 5th, 2003 |
| 5:18 pm |
.....and I'm 16. The End. it's ryan ovadia's birthday too. he's officially one of the coolest guys ever. Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Dean Martin - On An Evening In Roma
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| Tuesday, November 4th, 2003 |
| 7:46 pm |
I wish I could go away. forever. I hate drama and bullshit and that is where I find myself submerged. I hate whiny annoying people. It's my birthday tomorrow. I'm excited, but at the same time I don't think I can be entirely happy. Ahh whatever. I'll try and have a good time. edit: brian, I just read your note again. jesus you make me smile. words cannot express how much i love you. Current Mood: irritatedCurrent Music: Acceptance - Bleeding Heart
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| Monday, November 3rd, 2003 |
| 11:27 pm |
so i was gonna write a lot about my weekend and such, but things have been brought to my attention and things are no longer perfect in my world. i love you though. you keep my warm when it's chilly. Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: Saves The Day - Hold
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| Thursday, October 30th, 2003 |
| 5:27 pm |
i hate stupid bitches who won't appologize. it's really annoying. my homecoming pictures are gay. we're throwing them out. it's okay. i love my honey. 6 days. yay!!!!! Current Mood: weirdCurrent Music: Crissy's Voice
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| Monday, October 27th, 2003 |
| 6:36 pm |
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| Sunday, October 26th, 2003 |
| 7:40 pm |
liz buda's party = i've never laughed so hard in my life. god i love laura, meredith, melissa, jessica, kyle, tim and erica an incredible amount. they made my night. my parents aren't gonna be home for my birthday. and no one can hang out with me. no one is gonna be with me. what a fucking special day. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: bobby's voice is hot.
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| Saturday, October 25th, 2003 |
| 11:27 am |
I'm gonna be Cheerleader from Teen Girl Squad tonight at Liz's party! Yay. I'm gonna look like such a hoe...it's my nature...yes I know. Jon is being weird. Whatever. And this other guy is being a dick. "I'm really getting on his nerves". SORRY. YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO FREAK ME OUT. "Why did you let her drive?" She didn't LET me drive. I'll have my license in two fucking weeks. Stop being a bitch. I've listened to all your problems and helped you through so many things. Ungrateful asshole. Current Mood: happy but pissedCurrent Music: Yellowcard - Back Home
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| Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003 |
| 4:24 pm |
I Can Actually Pull Into A Parking Spot Backwards...It's Insane
Ahh. i just drove around for an hour in my community practicing. it's weird to drive alone. but i feel soooo cool. now that i'm back in my room realizing i really am not that cool.... ahh...school sucks. i'm sixteen in t-minus fourteen days. i get my license in t-minus fifteen days. ahhh. november fifth and sixth seem so long away... Current Mood: mellowCurrent Music: Junction 18 - Abeyance
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| Tuesday, October 21st, 2003 |
| 7:43 pm |
Headaches Are As Contagious As A Prostitute's Herpes
i feel better. everyone has a headache. sorry kids. took the PSAT. it wasn't so bad. took the cRaps test. i'll never be a line drawer. my dreams disenigrate before my eyes in five minutes. i really wanted to be a line drawer for the rest of my life. oh the pain. i went to red robin/the mall. cool things. and by cool, i mean hoe-y. honeyface came over. i like him. a lot. and stuff. i watched a walk to remember. she has leukemia and i cry. for the 100th time. i procrastinate hw now. what else is knew...nothing. absolutely nothing. i feel better...and i love you kids for asking. you guys mean so much to me i can't even explain it. Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: AnBerlin - We Dreamed In Heist
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| Monday, October 20th, 2003 |
| 7:34 pm |
eh. sickness. i'm not depressed...i'm physically sick. i promise. my head is pounding. make it go away. Current Mood: sickCurrent Music: the sound of melissa's voice
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| Saturday, October 18th, 2003 |
| 11:10 pm |
Tonight was good, then bad, then good again. Mitch is hot, but way too immature. Adam isn't but Melissa likes him and he talks and is nice...so whatever floats her boat. I love my honey. He rescued me. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: sound of honey's voice
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| Thursday, October 16th, 2003 |
| 7:06 pm |
I got an afterschool detention. I fucking hate school. Tech made things better. As always. I wanna hang out this weekend. Get things off my mind. Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: Yellowcard - Believe
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| Wednesday, October 15th, 2003 |
| 7:12 pm |
I Think I Lost My Graphing Calculator. Fuck.
It's cool when you know people have you're back. But you'll never understand. NEVER. And the fact that you contradict yourself about how its annoying that you take me home, but when I get my license you'll never see me and this makes you sad. I don't understand YOU. Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Sublime - Caress Me Down
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